Sunday, August 29, 2010

revelations | part 1

blogger friends often ask me if jason knows about my blog. most of the time, i'd say no and offer this explanation:

"there are a lot of things in my blog that are not very easy to digest. you know very well of the crazy things that i did before. but unlike you who are all very much accepting of such things, jason is different. he's sheltered and might not be able to understand that one person can go through such a phase. it is different from your point of view, knowing that you have followed my journey all this time. but to someone who will be reading me for the first time, without so much a grasp of what lies beneath each entry, it's very easy to pass judgment. of course, i look forward to the day that everything will be revealed to him, perhaps bit by bit as our relationship progresses. but until then, john stan will remain a mystery."

then that day finally came when this blog has been revealed and my biggest fears realized.

for now, jason knows.

and like any other person with whom such truth had been hidden, he's not very pleased.

12 comments:

  1. Truth is often a bitter pill, but it is seldom bad medicine.

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  2. there are some details in your life that other people, be it your family or significant other, dont need to know. i believe everyone has this need to keep his/her little space to remain sane.

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  3. hope everything will be fine soon. sending you some GV from pasig kuya... :D

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  4. Ah John Stan, it was only a matter of time before you reveal your blogger identity.

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  5. hope you work things out. and i hope he reads this too.

    you were good when you were with him.

    work things out.

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  6. oh shit busted.
    seriously hope you can work things out.

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  7. if i were jason i wouldn't be pleased too, so try to understand him... hope you can really work things out... good luck !

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  8. Like they said, I hope you work things out.

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  9. sana higit na mangibabaw ang pagmamahal niya sa'yo. hugs to you, my friend. :)

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  10. so it happened..now it's up to him if he could accept and understand.

    *hopeful

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  11. Ang nakaraan ay bahagi na ng ating buhay at hindi na natin ito maiwawaksi pa.. ngunit ang mahalaga kung paano tayo nabubuhay sa kasalukuyan at ang mga pag babago nating ginawa para sa ating minamahal.. sana higit nyang bigyan halaga ang mga ginawa mong sakripisyo sa iyong pagbabago para sa kanya kesa sa iyong nakaraan.. goodluck john stan!

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