i thought i was ready to give it all up.
i thought i was ready to let go.
but i was wrong.
we had a long talk last night.
we poured our hearts out.
in the end, we understood each other and accepted our mistakes.
and we began to hope again.
john stan will be on blog hiatus for a while. what happened in the past days made me realize that i am no free spirit anymore and running away will neither solve my problems nor make me feel better. this time, i am allowing myself to face life head on and rebuild what was nearly destroyed.
i hope you're still with me when i get back. to all of you, my sincerest thanks.