i don't know how to make you feel secure again. but one thing i'm assuring you - that i messed up once and it will never happen again.
i love you.
ganyan lang kaming magtampuhan, nag-i-english. ang sakit lang sa patilya, dabah?
kagabi lang ulit kami nagkita ni jason after what happened last sunday. i must admit, i was hurt then and my initial reaction was to retaliate. in fact, kinakabahan nga daw siya dahil hindi ko siya inaaway and he can only guess what's going on in my mind. truth be told, before we talked, i already know what i have to do.
i was on messenger with a friend lunchtime yesterday. after recounting what happened in boracay, i realized that what jason did was something i could have done as well, maybe even worse. and the hurt i felt stemmed from the fact that i was really disappointed with his actions. i used to think he was different; that he is even more serious with this relationship than i am.
and i aspired to change,
but along the way i forgot that jason is as human as i am - prone to temptation and capable of making mistakes. it's like seeing my old self manifest in him. but unlike me who ran away from my past transgressions, he chose to face me head on - asking for my forgiveness, asking me to stay.
and i did.
this is not to defend his actions for what he did was terribly wrong.
this is just me giving the person i love another chance at happiness.
in fairness, mature-maturan...
ps. salamat po sa lahat ng suporta. i appreciate your concern, friends.